All I want is for some one love me for me. For all my crazy loving self. To love watching Disney movies all snuggled up on a Friday night and ready to 2-stepping on a Saturday night. To be a family man that I can bring home and have a conversation with my parents by him starting it. To accept my friends for who we are and know that each and every one of them mean something to me. To take me out on random cute ice cream dates and know my favorite flavor. To be able to work and play hard outside but can still sober up and settle down. And to send me random I love you's just because he misses me. Is that too much to ask for?
Its funny how just earlier I was talking about you and how it be great to see you but how I knew it wouldn’t happen.. so I made my plans and out of litteraly no where you start caring again and now supposably coming tomorrow.. I don’t even know how to react. Do I cancel my day or just go with the flow. Im litteraly hoping for the best yet preparing for the worst…. and for the first time I have ABSOLUTELY nothing planned for this scheme .FUCK