It never seems to fail. We talk, get hopes up plan a day.. have a wonderful day and then its like you snatch the rug right out from under me? Its obvious you’re not sure what you want but you cant leave me hanging just like that either especially right after you smuther me with sweet words and gestures. Like Seriously it keeps me thinking, What do you really want from me?
All I want is for some one love me for me. For all my crazy loving self. To love watching Disney movies all snuggled up on a Friday night and ready to 2-stepping on a Saturday night. To be a family man that I can bring home and have a conversation with my parents by him starting it. To accept my friends for who we are and know that each and every one of them mean something to me. To take me out on random cute ice cream dates and know my favorite flavor. To be able to work and play hard outside but can still sober up and settle down. And to send me random I love you's just because he misses me. Is that too much to ask for?